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[That right there is the end of this conversation... and any good will that may have remained.]

pretty sure if you relaxed a little and she relaxed a little you could, dunno, talk. Maybe. is what i'm saying.

Like loosening up enough to be a dad is hard. I mean I dunno I've never been a dad but I think it's safe for you to swing it here.

She could use the support. And the lack of stress. Knowing that you two were cool. Ish. I don't think she's gonna take steps to make it happen so it's kind of on you.

I mean. I only saw her and you act like a CO and soldier and shit. It wasn't always like that, right? There's no war here. You could try doing that again.

like i said she still talks to me so. childishness is okay. Being not military is okay. Moving away from everything that went wrong back home and hurt everyone, you included and wow i'm on good shit if I'm imagining that but yeah it fucked you up too, everything, might be good.

it's not the best place for a fresh start but it's the only place we got. She made it, you know that? Anyone tell you that she survived? And kept going? The whole war and all that shit- she makes it. She's awesome. you helped with that. Kind of. I mean. I guess. Your DNA was involved and you presumably told her what a smart kid she was and all that idunno man.

Also i hope you're somewhere safe cuz dumb people do dumbshit things and hey thanks for helping with the code now we're all a little less crazy. I only kind of wanted to stab you in the face and most of that wasn't even me it was the damn thing in my head saying you were a threat or something.

these mood stabilizers are fucking amazing.

i recommend them i am at peace with everything right now. Goddamn.

Except the grenade thing, man, what was that even about. I know you didn't like me but wow. WOW. Also if you didn't clear us for that who did? That's what I've always wondered. it wasn't on any of the logs and I just kinda got dragged into it but. Weird. I mean it's not like you had someone whispering in your ear the whole time at the project, right?

...nah you didn't the counselor wasn't that kid of jackass. Was he? I don't know he always kind of creeped me out.

He's the one I heard the whole time, too. So it was super weird having him go 'put a bullet in him he's a liability' since he was always on your side or working with you. Super surreal.

okay i got offtrack ANYWAY Clair. Clair is amazing. And I think- I dunno you could be a dad to her again if you both wanted to. Like. Clear the air and shit. Wouldn't that be better?

I mean she's your DAUGHTER and you didn't completely fuck everything up I mean. War was on and that shifts priorities but that's not a thing here. You can just be dad again instead of 'director'. Director dad. Dad director. Heh. Okay no seriously just. Write a note? It helps you self edit which is important whih i'm not doing right now.

i mean shit can be good here- wait. Wait I got it.

[ He pulls up a holorecording and sends it through.

It's the house at Christmas. Tree done up all big and proper, food and pie everywhere, Delta and Theta off to one side going over some encryption or another, North and Mal in the kitchen and Clair- smiling.

Laughing.

Happy. ]

Don't you wanna be a part of that again?

I don't think I've ever seen you smile or laugh or shit. So. pranks and memes and bullshit like that- maybe they can help? I mean we haven't had a proper prank war (not that I'm saying they were ever a thing and I had a hand in them I was completely innocent Reggie was a lying bastard ignore anything he ever said about me that was negative) in years. Years.

No one would see you coming.

and it might level things out between you two I don't know. I mean- I don't think what tex and her did will work apparently they fought and that kinda. Yeah that wouldn't go well. My money's on Clair, honestly. But if they can work their shit out? I'm pretty sure you could too.

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okay sorry about that. Duke ran off with the glasses. Thought they were for playing fetch.

Just think about it? I told her you helped with the code thing. She seemed surprised. It might help.

course if she says fuck off that's kind of her right. Just like it's yours if you tell me to fuck off. so i'm gonna leave you alone now.

Also don't take the green pills they make shit swimmy.

so. good job on not dying. Take care of yourself.

And cut tex some slack, okay? Shit's hard on everyone.

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